I love you and I want us to work but I can’t get over our past. I have always been the one to get fucked over. Sure, I broke up with you before but it’s not like you were as invested into the relationship as I was. I gave you everything of me physically, spiritually, and emotionally. You constantly lied to me while we were together for two years…how am I just all of the sudden supposed to believe you now? I spent hundreds of dollars for Christmas’ and Birthdays and I spend $400 for you for our two year…and what do I get in return? Absolutely nothing. I still to this day never got anything from you. I never even got to see your damn face. I still haven’t gotten anything for my birthday..so much for us being friends even if we weren’t dating. I just can’t fucking trust you! I try but then I get reminded of how bad you fucked me over for two years…Things are fine and great now but I also thought that they were fine and great then…you always have lied to me and fucked me over..I want to believe you with all of my heart but I can’t keep getting lied to…I can’t keep giving you my all and not getting your all in return..