June 6, 2013
Life lately has been okay. I went to my hair dresser a couple of weeks ago and my hair is falling out pretty bad..like she was concerned. My hair has always been super thick and wavy, so naturally I would have hair that would come off when I showered and brushed my hair. But lately it’s been falling off a lot more and my hair is no longer wavy, it literally looks like I straightened it two days ago. Also it’s like hella thin….and it causes me stress, which is the reason why my hair was falling out to begin with. Also, I had my visit with the softball coach at Olivet College and let’s just say he doesn’t particularly want me on the team. It made me feel really discouraged. He said my offense was amazing but my defense wasn’t good enough. Personally, I have to disagree 100% with him. Yes, my offense is amazing, but so is my defense. He only watched me play third base and before this year, I haven’t played there in FIVE years! I’m surprised I was able to actually do it. In my opinion, he can suck it! Hopefully I’ll have a school that sees the talent that I have and they’ll want me to play for them. On a positive note, I graduated from the college I was going to with my Associate’s degree! And I’ve lost 28.6 pounds from the heaviest I’ve ever been…I mean I’m a little upset because that’s less than 30 pounds and I’ve been trying to lose weight for 7 months now….I was hoping to at least be in the 100s by now…I’ll just get my shit together and work my ass off every day and hopefully that makes things better. Oh and things with me and my boyfriend are going very good right now (knock on wood). He started a new job today and he’s been working for 13 hours now and he has at least 2 more hours. He seems to be happy and I’m really happy for him. Also, he’s trying to get signed up for college classes and I couldn’t be prouder of him! I think his life is starting to head in the direction that he wants it to and I couldn’t be happier for him! Even if things don’t work out in the end with me and him I want him to be happy and successful in everything that he does. But that’s all I have for now. I have to be at my aunt’s house tomorrow at 6:30am because we’re going to Birthday Bash. So I should probably shower and do my hair then go to bed.